Hmm... perhaps I should have explained my last entry...
"Strange Expectancy" was written because of LordPineapple (Terry Cuthbert) who used to
comment on my poetry and never sugar-coated his commentary. If he liked it, he
said so, if he didn't, he said that, too -- and he said why. Sometimes he would
say things like he loved the whole poem but one word "ruined it" ...
... and
he was usually right. There were times I put up something I wasn't totally
happy with but didn't know why, and his comment would show me what it was that
was wrong with it. Often it was about a word or line I wasn't comfortable with
anyway, and his comment would be the impetus to make me change the word or the
line and it would improve the poem.
The
fact that he subscribed to me at all I considered a compliment (and he was my first subscriber!) I truly
appreciated his candor. I would sometimes leave my poems up without adding a
new one, just waiting for him to drop by and read the most recent one and
comment on it.
He was diagnosed with cancer in June, and he died on the
31st of July. Now, when I put up a poem, I still find myself still hanging out mentally waiting for his comment,
too, and I have to remind myself it isn't coming.
He sharpened my
writing skills. I will miss that.
This does not mean I don't appreciate any other comments, compliments
and criticisms that are left on my poems - I really do appreciate all of them! I just ... miss his.
~ ~ ~
Some of you have mentioned or asked if I've been published...
I have been published a few times. In 1980 a poem I wrote was
published in Campus Life Magazine ... my first published poem. In the
early 80s several of my poems were published in a college poetry book.
In the early 90s several articles and a couple of my poems were
published in a small mom-and-pop religious publication that is now
defunct. Other than that, I have only self-published my
poetry. I did print up two volumes of it, but only made a few
copies for family. I have written so many more poems since those
two books I could probably fill up a few more (and thicker) volumes...
but I haven't done so. I'm glad people seem to like to read it,
but when I talk to publishers, I am told that there is no market for
poetry out there...
Maybe someone has a connection they could toss my way and I could look
into it further... and then again, sometimes I don't think that I have
enough "good stuff" to warrant a "real" book of it (but wouldn't that
be cool?!)
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